they don't really care about us

I'm listening to Michael Jackson right now and this song brings up memories of staying at your home in Hayward late when we were studying and you telling me not to leave yet because you heard shots being fired, then being placed in the back of the police car in DeVry, and then your interaction with the peeping tom and police in Newark.

Who would've known that all that would become happy memories later on? =D This is of course possible because you always took care of me. Thank you Lisa,

the only way

This is the only way i can get away with this because saying these 3 words to the one I love is going to offset what he is trying to do. Unfortunately, what he is trying to do is fall out of love with me. Just saying that brings me to a whimper. :/

I can say that the one I loce is a great man and that I am kind of okay with what he is doing with the attempt to fall out of love with me. I think this is for the better as I do not want to be the crutch that prevents him from doing anything in his life. Geez, I don't even like it that the wheelchair accessible seating is too close to the screen in theaters. Haha, Kristalia took care of that one when we went to check out New Moon with our friends. =D